Lost friendship

“Words are my weapons

Words console, comfort and calm me when all else fails me

♥ Lost Friendship

Like fleeting ashes they were gone

Months it has been since you have been gone.
Yet, I do not feel even a bite withdrawn.
For today feels like the start of a new dawn.
The reason I am not grief stricken
that you guys are gone
Is because I am sick.
Sick and tired of excusing you bulls
because you were my click.
I had your backs when people refereed
to you guys as tricks.
In the end I had no choice
but you guys to drop kick.
I know I used to say it’s over
and than take you back.
You messed up your lives
and now mine you want to attack.
See that is where you have crossed the line.
By talking shit you thought me you could out shine.
I stuck around with guys just to see if I could give you direction.
You see you were the image and automatically that made me the reflection.
I need nothing from you today
not even a little affection.
I thank God the friendship was severed so now we have no connection.
However that does not mean I want harm
to come your way.
Yet if it does me and you are not friends
so do stay away.
I walk away from this with the one regret that I did not listen to my gut feeling.
Cause if I did right now with this
I would not be dealing.
I believe everything in life happens for a reason.
And what you did to me is nothing short of friendship treason.
After all these years the one thing I leave you with is my forgiveness.
My hatred for you I first addressed.
Than broke down and decompressed.
Now I have nothing left but to say good-bye.
May the decompressed ashes of my hatred one-day die.

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xoxo
MzMagan