I Can't Stand You!

I heard a rumor in my head that said I am a s**T.
I quickly changed it to make it a rumor about you.
I console and comfort you when the rumor hits the airways.
NEVER mentioning its origins lead back to me.
Although I’m your friend I can't stand you.
I hate that you embody so much integrity and class.
While everyone just see's me as a piece of ass.

My man cheated on me.
Causing me to hate yours for being there.
So I cause a drift between the two of you
By telling you his having an affair.
All though you’re my girlfriend I can't stand you.
I hate the fact that I am found lacking compared to you.
So what if I don't project the best view.

Do you not realize in front of you that I hate on your mom.
Because of me you often explode on her like a bomb.
But behind you I worm my way into her heart.
That was my little plan from the start.
How else was I suppose to fill the void cause by the absence my mine?
Who deserted me at the tender age of nine.
Although you’re my stepsister I can't stand you.
Why do you have to be seen as the better daughter?
Pray that you just drown in the pool water.

I make you believe that I am the leader and you're the follower.
Yet I am following your lead and I can't stand it.
I tell myself that I am beautiful and you’re ugly
But your beauty is in debatable and I can't stand it.
I be little everything about you,
For I could never think as big as you do.
And I can't stand it.

So what you fail to understand is
I always hate on you because I hate myself
And I can't stand.

"Twisted Elegance"

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