Sleeping Desire

On a hot summer morning, I walked into a room and there you were.
To my knowledge my first impression of you is still a blur.
I remember conversating with you and think you where so nice.
I was told you were conceited and full of it,
So I wasn't planning on looking twice.
Nevertheless, as the years passed I got to know you,
And we became friends,
You helped me through some rough ends.
You’re the first person I turn to in times of distress.
For the simple reason that you never make me feel any less.
You treat me like am so vital.
Resembling royalty with some great big title.
The advice that you give me is always so sound.
The more I get to know you, the more I realize you’re profound.
Whenever I talk to you my mood becomes better.
In my mind I've communicated with you in a thousand love letters.
Since the moment I met you I thought the world of you.
You possess this character that is so true.
If I had to list your good qualities they would be several pages long.
Than again am biased and would never associate you with a wrong.
You see the good in people, and inspire me to be the same.
For you think only good should be linked to my name.
You see the world for what it is, yet never give up your goals.
I never have to worry that you would be one of those lost souls.
You were raised with religion, integrity, and pride.
Through out life that will be your guide.
I close my eyes and I see the man you want to be.
I open my eyes and that's the man I want to see.
You’re not like any guy I have ever known.
Your different and feel like my very own.
You’re not consumed by greed and hatefulness.
Nor do you pretend to be someone else, so others you may impress.
I've never touched you, yet you’re what my body craves.
The sound of your voice is what my mind saves.
Between the hours of when I awake until I sleep.
My feelings for you go beyond word deep.
I have fought so hard with my inner self and lost.
The coming to terms with the realization of me wanting you was so hard.
Because in the past my heart was scarred.
However, I should have known you would creep past my guard.
In a million actions yet so little words you've told me you loved me.
I wish I knew than what I know now.
Which is you’re the one with my hearts key.
I came at last to right my wrongs.
Am just so sorry it took me this long.
And now I welcome you with open arms.
And look forward to discovering your many charms.
What should I call the guy I’ve came to trust so completely?
A friend, yet love him discreetly?
The guy I admire so greatly.
Convince myself, it because I haven't seen him lately.
Should I go on loving my friend?
Or should I be brave and let my friend love me?

"Twisted Elegance"

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